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hey guys so i'm a failure to my parents and such. so i might just delete my account. my life is a pile of sdlkj and my grades are slipping and my mentality is going downhill at an alarming rate. i've taken up old habits that i shouldn't. old memories arise and life just sucks really bad right now. i either will delete my account altogether, leave and not come back, or only come on maybe once a week. who knows. not me. i don't know crap. i know i can't just push people out of my life, but i wish that i could just be evil and heartless. maybe then i'd not care and just die lonely so nobody has to be sad if i leave. but i can't. i'm a horrible person and nobody knows who i really am. possibly. i don't even know if i know who i am. i feel so exposed and my walls are crumbling and i'm breaking into millions of pieces. i almost broke tonight and told my parents everything. by everything i mean EVERYTHING ABOUT ME THAT THEY DON'T SEE/KNOW. all of my crap. vomited in front of them. but i didn't. just stood there and got angrier and angrier as they tried to tell me i'm wrong and that i'm not going to make it in life if i get grades like this and they can't send me to college if i have grades like this (btw my grades aren't that horrible, and i'm working my butt off at the moment) and they'd send me to the army if they cannot pay for college. i hate my f'ing life. thats all there is to it. i can't take this much longer. so basically if you skipped that i might delete my account and go die in a hole. pretty much.
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OK SO AS YOU GUYS MAY HAVE NOTICED, I'M LITERALLY ALMOST NEVER ON HERE. I'M ON TUMBLR 99.9% OF THE TIME NOW. IF YOU HAVE A TUMBLR AND WOULD LIKE MY URL JUST ASK IN A NOTE AND I SHALL PROBZ GIVE IT TO YOU. BTW GUESS WHO'S NOT SINGLE ANYMORE? ME. OK <3
BACK (kinda) AFTER SUPER LONG HIATUS *MWAH*
OK SO I AM KINDA SORTA BACK FROM THE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG HIATUS AND I'M SO SORRY SO SO SO SORRY. I LOVE YOU ALL I PROMISE I'M OK I JUST UGH. I'M TRYING TO CATCH UP AND I'M REALLY SUPER SORRY!!!
Ok. so. THERE IS THIS BOY. AND HE'S PERFECT. AND I JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OUT THERE. DFSALKJASDFKJLDSJSALFKJSALFSDAJL I WILL UPDATE THIS WHEN I HAVE TIME. YAY<3
BECAUSE I CAN.C:
YAY MORE MEMES.
NOW FILL THIS OUT.
PLEASE.
I WON'T SMACK ANYBODY
YET.
~What would you do if~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:
~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?
● Have sex with me?
~Have you ever ~
● Lied t
LE STALKER MEME YOU GUYS. C:
Fill it out.
Go on.
You know you want to.
Please.
Fill it out before I smack someone.
'Kay thanks.
1.( 2 Points ) My name:
2.( 2 Points ) My last name:
3.( 5 Points ) Take a stab at my middle name:
4.( 3 Points ) Who am I in love with:
5.( 2 Points ) Hair color:
6.( 2 Points ) What kind of car do I drive:
7.( 2 Points ) Where do I work/study:
8.( 3 Points ) Something that I am afraid of:
9.( 2 Points ) Do I smoke:
10.( 3 Points ) Do I drink:
11.( 2 Points ) Do I have any siblings:
12.( 2 Points ) How many:
13.( 1 Point ) Do I like 'em:
14.( 4 Points ) What's one of my favorite things to do:
15.( 2 Points ) How many piercin
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